Missing What I Should Have Found
Words and music by Joe Dickinson
I’ve got my mind all the time
Locked
On a feeling I can’t find
A face
All alone in the darkness
I’ve got my head in my bed
Cocked
And ready to descend
A race
I can’t win yet I can’t miss
The sun is my witness
As I walk near the church
And it hisses as I kiss the ground
And I’m lost in the sadness
And the feelings of hurt
Yet I’m missing what I should have found
Missing what I should have found
I’m either hot or distraught
Steady
Is a word that cannot
Be given
To myself or whatever lingers in there
I’ve got my fist and a list
Ready
To amuse and to kiss
The ribbons
That I hung in your hair
The moon is my Goddess
As I walk down her streets
Through the ruins of my hometown
And I’m lost in the sadness
Thought I could not be beat
Yet I’m missing what I should have found
Missing what I should have found
I’m tired of losing what I should have found
Copyright 2008 Joe Dickinson